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Liz

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Can you explain? by blamethemonkey, literature

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Can you explain?

Can't sleep My thoughts are running of the edge No where to go They're stuck inside my head All I seem to do is think about you Please release me From this endless drift Chorus: Can you explain to me How this was supposed to go You took the initiative I just followed along Somewhere along the way I got caught up Seems right about the time You dropped us So I lay here late at night Just thinking Thoughts inside my mind spinning and leaking I try to sleep but I can't You've grabbed my mind And you won't let go of it Chorus I tried so hard To be the person that you wanted And at the same time Just be who I am I was

Labels by blamethemonkey, literature

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Labels

I look the same when I look in the mirror today Then I looked this same time last year I take two pictures and put them side to side And was right, that’s the same girl there So you loved me when I was the exact same girl, but straight But all you can see is the gender of the person I want to be with I’m not defined by who I love I’m defined by what I do And what I do is work to make our world a better place The same as you claim to want to do Don’t judge me based on your own personal prejudices Look at what I spend my time doing Just because I’m gay doesn’t mean I sleep around Or mean I’m wrong

I'll Be Back Again by blamethemonkey, literature

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I'll Be Back Again

It’s that time again I can feel it deep inside Even though you’re in my arms Tonight is our last night The sun is falling outside the window It’s the saddest metaphor Because when that sun returns again I’ll be gone Chorus: I’ll be gone across an ocean A few continents away But never doubt that I’ll miss you I could never leave that way I love you That’s all I can say And I’ll be back again I’ll come back into your arms As soon as I can Please know I’ll miss you It’s just that I have to go I don’t want to leave you But this is the life we chose It’s not fo

Living by blamethemonkey, literature

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Living

Maybe I don’t understand who I am right now But one day I will The hardest thing is to make the decision To be who I am Instead of who I want desperately to be They tell me to wait Sooner or later I’ll figure it out I know that in my head But in my heart It’s hard to be that patient Not knowing this about me Is like missing a piece of the puzzle of me If anyone should be able to put it together You think it would be me So I wait here On the curb as my life goes by Until one day as I watch I realized This one piece doesn’t decide what I do It’s a part of me Not all of me I can still live my life ev

Confusion by blamethemonkey, literature

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Confusion

I’ve stared at this image for far to long If it was going to say something it already would Yet my heart cries out to it Like it’s the only thing left in the world And I don’t know what to think anymore My whole life has been searching in one direction This about face seems so sudden Almost as if it’s not real Yet I can’t deny the desire that fills my soul When I see the one thing I know I shouldn’t want Things should be easier then this I think But then if they were They wouldn’t be worth it My heart cries out in torment As it is split in two directions Sooner or later one will have to fit

Wish Me Luck by blamethemonkey, literature

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Wish Me Luck

I’m a creator not a destroyer I like to build up Not tear down Yet sometimes words pour out I can’t control And I know they hurt someone It’s kind of like a weird Out of body experience I want to stop, But on the other hand I want to just let it out Can you forgive me? For all the words I said I wanted to protect you Instead I just destroyed you Even though sometimes I know we won’t agree Please forgive me If I say anything I don’t mean It’s not often that I can say I don’t like someone And it’s not often I deliberately Say something bad about someone But these last few months I

Where we are by blamethemonkey, literature

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Where we are

This is where we are The intersection of nowhere and everywhere With the memories of times we’ve had Lining the street in either direction One side showing my past The other showing yours And one point in between Showing where we connected This is where we could be If we let go of everything that held us back The inhibitions of consequences Created by our paranoid minds Too afraid to let go of control And just be who we could be Just be who we are meant to be This is where we were It seems so different now We can see our mistakes The things we regret passing by The people we lost to things we can’t control All of

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My Buffy Meme by blamethemonkey, visual art

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Artist // Design & Interfaces

Aug 4
Germany
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

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Likes:

- playing basketball in the rain
- days that aren't too sunny, but aren't rainy
- walking places
- funny t-shirts
- cool explosions
- making desktop wallpapers
- watching Buffy
- black and white photography
- jumping in puddles

Dislikes:

- spinach
- people who don't listen the first time
- reality tv
- really hot days
- long socks
- books that don't really end
- litter
- the color yellow

Current Residence: Pensacola, FL
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite style of art: photography
Favourite cartoon character: Batman
Personal Quote: Shit happens, use a toilet

Favourite Visual Artist

April Matson

Favourite Movies

Simply put - Liz likes movies.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Switchfoot, Taylor Swift, The Killers, Sherwood, The Acadamy Is...

Favourite Writers

Sarah Dessen, Orson Scott Card, Meg Cabot

Tools of the Trade

Paintshop Pro Photo X2

Other Interests

See above, lol.

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blamethemonkey

Sep 9, 2009

Gay Adoption Ban - Wtf Florida?

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So I was sitting in Starbucks with one of my sorority sisters and we got on the topic of how shitty some women behave while pregnant. I'm not talking about hormones and stuff, I'm talking about the more serious problems like smoking or drinking while they know they're pregnant. Naturally, since I have a one track mind, this got me thinking about the Florida Gay Adoption Ban. Can I just say wtf Florida?! A woman cannot be legally prosecuted if her child is born with fetal alcohol syndrome because alcohol is legal, but I can't legally adopt a kid because I'm gay. Apparently my sexual identity makes me a more unfit mother then someone who's too

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blamethemonkey

Sep 2, 2009

Fuck This

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I can take a hint, I'm not that slow It's the tone of your voice The look on your face when you say what should have been no So if you're not interested just say it Don't leave me here wondering, worrying, and waiting Forgive me if I want that amount of respect I'm not stupid, I'm just new at this